What I was doing was…

Kickstarting getting back into the solo show idea I want to develop. Tried to arrange getting into a room with some friends to start to share and explore the ideas but didn’t get far, but, hey, I sent another submission of the play. Reconnecting to the purpose of something is one of those things that can be done as a 15 minute task before going to the day job (and then swimming and a meeting) it needs space and energy to generate some excitement and, if it’s about sharing and exploring new ground, a degree of safety which needs to be held -not much chance of fitting that in on a Tuesday-at-the-office day. Right now I feel frustrated (because I’m tired) and wondering what small thing I could do tomorrow before work that would honour where I am and help the project -if I don’t know the answer to the question then exploring that question is the answer. So that’s what I will do after some sleep.