What I was doing was… Some intention of going to a filmmakers network event this evening. But instead I wrote a load of stuff about why it is important for the show I want to make to try and answer its central question -how do you create something good from your world falling apart. Literally floored by grief and sadness today, submerged into it by the power of music and
What I was doing was… Keeping it real light today as I can’t manage much of anything. Met with a friend to get some advice on the theatre projects I’m working on (thanks Michelle @cast_iron_theatre ). Today had reached a point of having to let go and stop, and it helped to have chums to speak to (thanks @una_nich ). I feel uncertain about what I’m doing and how and
What I was doing was… Nudging things along for the podcast and play and solo show today by reaching out to some friends. Sent a bunch of messages to some people I would love to work with on the next steps for these projects. It helps to know some good people to ask for help in these areas -which is itself possible in part because I’ve gotten to know them
What I was doing was… Writing, podcasting, running, cooking something delicious -I thought all of these could happen today! As it is I did an hour’s worth of sorting out social posts for the coming three days and hid under a blanket. I am balancing my need to do less with all the stuff I’m doing by leapfrogging -meaning just accepting all I can do is leap over the next
What I was doing was… Finishing off some images and notes for the next podcast episode today. Got it all done somehow. What made the difference was those extra few minutes working while I was on the train, like a Sunday commuter. Feeling dog tired now and want my bed -it’s getting dark, does that mean it’s bedtime? Hopefully a nice quiet writing day tomorrow.